breastfeeding commitment

by Nehal
(Illinois)

I had decided to breastfeed my kids even before I became pregnant. I take it very seriously because I know it is the best thing to offer my child. I have taken numerous classes to learn how to breastfeed and learn the different positions. I thought it would be easy. Boy, was I wrong.
At the hospital after my daughter was born, it didn't seem so difficult. No one tells you how much it hurts the first several days, though. I wasn't ever big on pain so even though I thought I was so committed to breastfeeding, I was so tempted to try formula feeding. My fiance, as supportive as he is, just comforted me when I cried and reassured me that it would get better. And when it did...it was amazing! :) I enjoy my time alone with my daughter when I am breastfeeding her. I know that no one else is able to feed her but me and that makes me soo happy, just knowing that I can have that time alone with her several times a day. However, a few days ago, my milk supply started decreasing on one side. I have tried many things such as drinking water, eating more calories, and trying fenugreek tablets. I want to also try the Mothers Milk Tea to see if that would help at all :)