my twins

by chasity j
(rialto, ca )

im going to be having twins on sept 17, 2011. this is my first time being a parent im so scarred. but i want my babies to know that i love them equally. and a way i can be close to them is by breastfeed them. i hear so many stories about breastfeeding them that i wasnt sure i wanted to breastfeed them. one of these scary stories come from my mom she wanted to breastfeed all 4 of her girls but come to find out her milk had a type of chemical that could kill her babies. so she wasnt able to. this really broke her heart. but i know i want to become close to my little ones. i can't wait for them to enter this world with so much loving and tender care. even though im scarred there is a big part of me that is excited.