so worth the struggles

by jodi
(minersvillePa )

I'm a mother of three wonderful little beings. I chose to breastfeed all three. My first I didn't ask for help thinking how hard could it be, and regret my foolishness. I was lucky to be able to breastfeed for seven months and even though it hurt in the beginning it made me feel so important and close to my son. My second, a daughter I tried with the help of a coach but only lasted 3 weeks due to a spinal tap headache that made my milk dry up. I was devastated, I went into a depression feeling like I wasn't good enough or could have done more. I was crushed. So with my third child, my second daughter, I swore I will conquer this! I am struggling with milk production and am reaching out to as many people as I can, and it is so worth it! I worry that I'm not giving enough and worry that my other two aren't getting enough attention, I'm scared to feed in public, but I love knowing my baby is getting the best there is and wont stop because it's worth it.